Here goes a double triple thanks to Zalora for the awesome, triple awesome, million thanks for all the simple step to just click, and my items is coming through knocking my door. Of course, it's a simple and memorable shopping experience when my crop top turned out to be just plain sweet! The floral crop top with a French word "Monsieur Je' taime" grabs my attention quickly!

A special faces of my all sisters, of WOWNESS for their shoes shoes and shoes does mean Zalora  applying a very good experience of shopping!

Thank you Zalora!

Hola guyss. I've been quite busy or just plain lazy to update. Yes. Either there is no one gunna read this anyway or, its all because so many tabs needed to open this up or my lazy fingers are so lazy to work. Shaddup you Najihah. YOU ARE JUST PLAIN LAZY. yes. the truth finally!

It all been a long journey. So long. 2013 is just, plain bitter and sweet. Im not sure if this a complaining but people say, no life with no problems right? And i hope it will really make me damn wiser after this. IHATEPROBLEMS. Well, who don't? IHATEPAINS. Well, again who don't?

It's a stupid feeling i feel. deep down buried in the very 100,870999, ft deep down in my heart. Needless i say more. IM TIRED. Im tired of thinking how to PLEASED PEOPLE. Im tired of thinking what if people will SCOLD ME. Im tired of thinking why am i always be BLAME. MOST OF ALL, IM TIRED OF THINKING WHY PEOPLE HATE ME. OR DO PEOPLE HATE ME.

I HATE SOCIETY. I don't have to blame society either. I HATE PEOPLE. I can't blame all of them either. I HATE MYSELF FOR THINKING TOO MUCH ABOUT HOW TO PLEASED PEOPLE. YES. EXACTLY. I SHALL HATE MYSELF FOR THAT. I MUST HATE MYSELF FOR THAT.

Im freaking out for just about 6 months to go. With my deadful grades, im thinking why is this happening? Can i get Straight A's. But after that, i suddenly found out, where would i be if i didn't even BELIEVE IN MYSELF? *i thank Justin Bieber for that.*

This trial i guess, particularly, all B's would be great. YES. In this school, i guess or maybe is it just me? who thinks that their grade and expectations is too high compare to the PMR either. And i hope i was right. DANG.

Dear Allah, i know i am a forgetful and full of sins worshipper. I knew it. I knew I even not good enough. But Allah, im asking you with the sinful of my heart, please grant my prayers. I know you know everything in an out. I know. And i trust you. I trust you for giving what is best for me. Time is stuck away only by remembering how good you were to me. People are just a slightly dust among the windows only by loving you. I love you.

If you sinking through a stone. Carry on.
If you fall in the well, Carry on.
If no one cares for you,  Carry on.
If you fall in the ground, Carry on.

At any time or any minutes, carry on.
Let go of things that you're not worth it. And patiently wait for what you deserved.
It is not because you doesn't deserved it, its just because, YOU DESERVED MORE.

Sometime when i let go of someone who have been part of me, i'd be missing them. What they have done to make me smile. But i know, there's a time where people need to be left behind so they know that you're not something that people can throw back and forth. If they need me, put me there. Treat me like one. I don't bother saving a spot for someone who never make an effort to stay. I point this is not for what-they-imagined-boyfriend but in friendship i'd go through my 14 years of living.

Not everyone realised that FRIENDSHIP is something precious. That you cannot take for granted. And that is why i guess it is my responsible to make them realise that friendship is important.

People ask me "why did you seem like you don't care?"
Deep down on my heart, i care. I care for them. I care if ever this friendship will continue again. I care. But just, i'm waiting for them to start searching for me. Because my showing-how-much-care have ended. Now, it's their turn to decide IF i should or should not be there.

Beside, losing one friend doesn't mean it is the end of the world right? God gives a few badass in your life to make sure you'll be completely grateful if the 'right' one come next. But my observation, those who i let go. Who im giving full space to not appear in their life, finally come again and say 'HI'. I won't say I MISS YOU SO MUCH. But deep down, it buried in my soul. I miss them. I miss how i used to joke with them. I miss everything. I just don't show. I'm scared if no one appreciates my miss. Beside, i want them to learn, to appreciate people more. There's not gonna be anyone who gonna wait for you, chasing you, care for you. If you'd never care for them, never wait for them, never chase them.

I'd try my best to always and always and always SMILE and never crashed halfway. I always ask my heart to always remains strong so i doesn't end up greeting them. And that's definitely HARD. So HARD. 




You fall. People speaks. You grows higher. People speaks. 
You ugly. People speaks. You pretty. People speaks. 
You stupid. People speaks. You brilliant. People speaks.

The truth is, you can't please everyone. People will always always always and always hate you. Talk about you. That's only because they are jealous of you.

The question is, what do you expect from them?

BELIEVING IN YOU?
PRAISE YOU?
LOOK AT YOU?
OR TELL YOU?

Remind of not-so-gentle, if you're bothering on gossiping about people do you really think you're that good? are you that one PERFECT creatures Allah create? Do that really make you happy?

Those tears from people eyes. How their hope is breaking. Silently screaming. Are you happy to see how they can't sleep at night?

I ask you,
Do you like being torture? shivering everyday. Scared of what people will say when you wear a nude pumps? does that feel good to you? i can guaranteed 200% that you've fortunately getting crazy after the tremendous harshy words.

After all, people should learn something ; everyone have a little things in their body called heart. Your words are not breaking them, but making them stronger. Don't believe me? You keep on with that lousy thinking of yours.

This is our society. Welcome to the society where you'll be judge, cursing, and cries for happiness that you create.The society of judgement because you're only guilty because you are HAPPY.

Change your mind and soul. Worrying and bothering is not a foul. The way you act is definitely cruel.

Hello! :)
Greetings and nice hello to all of you guys. First of all, 19.10 is my birthday and here's a wish that makes me smile all day long. :)

The awesome people of STARSTRUCK! *claps claps claps* :)

-Anne Lim! Thank yous o muchf or the NZ souvenir! ;)
-Chloe Kong my chat buddy! ;)
-SPM takers, Turtle Yuki San ;)
-Friendly, Ashvin ;))
-Kai song ;)
-The splendid, Tan Kar Can. ;)
-The cute, Syasya Aqilah :)
-My group leader,Cheah Wen chong :)
-She have a  twin,Vivien :)
-The brother, Farid :)
-Awesome,Kelly :)
-Nalina :)
-Shamssavani :)
-The VOGUE shu ern! :)
-The glambert fairy! Y-Gynie Yeung (sorry, i forgot how to spell you exact name :p)

*if even i missed even one name or more, i'm sorry. Getting messed :P anyway, MERCI ;) im so glad to meet every one of you! ;)

Some of the wishes i gain from my devoted friends and whoever there :P

Family.
-My mom and siblings (except for Amirrul cause he leaving far away and can't sing me song :P ) YAY!
-Amirrul Hasnain, My brother of course :P far far away from Johor wishes. Haiyaa. Missing him already.
-Sebastian Garcia :) My crazy&funneh&use to understand my stupid jokes foster brother! yay!. Will wait your gift from Argentina patiently.
-Nek Ani :) Zharfan grandmother here ;)
-Abg Zeri :)

This awesome people.
-Kak amalina nabila. :) my senior who is a crazy Shawol :P THANKS :) 
-Kak Dayah, my social web sistar ;) miss to hang out around ya!
-hmm.Oh! my cute little sister/junior Thira :) thanksss!

My buddy!
-Syaza :)) haha. wating for your present!
-Syithah :) same goes to you too!
-who else? Auni! you ah, (syithah young sister) i tak tua okay! :P
-Oh, billal akber! my pakistani friend ;)
-Winda! my indonesia young sister :)
-Sis Yuniar the baker from Indonesia too!
-Syafiq Salihin. My classmate there!
-Hadisti! my classmate also! :) i will stay adorable.
  syuhada :) 2B1 friend
-Aliah akalili :) also 2B1.

Thank Him because i managed to live a nice life for one more year :) and so many awesome things happen unexpectedly. :) you guys shine it all! :)

Love,
Jiha.

A sense of blistering glitters and tons of happiness.

Hoho. You are allowed to feel awkward.

Thank you guys. :)

p/s: Im doing a fringe top with my own hands :p on my birthday. LOL.

What get into blessing? I mean. ALLAH, you are so damn GREAT to me. I feel the love You gave for Me. :)
My both irresistible blessings where i almost cries is happiness. Oh Allah, You done too much for me. Too Much.

-When i say, I WILL NEVER GET PUBLISHED. Its already the end, and Stuff@School left only 2 issue for chances of me to get published is LOW. SO LOW. anddd... THANKS ALLAH, I MADE IT! I MADE IT! I GET PUBLISHED!

-This year (october) which is my birthday, so many blessings caught on me. My brother which never give me any gifts suddenly said he will in 19th October. :) Anne, gave me a cute little magnet from NewZealand. THANKSS! Sebastian (foster brother) said something coming on my wayy :) i mean how touching is that? i don't need a thousand wishes, i just want a remembered heart :)

-YNN camp, where Ashvin said it was particularly stand for Young News Network where we were taught on photo/journalism camp. With ann-marie khor saying "be ready to live in the wild" i'd go extremely WHATTT? thanks S@S for making me the lucky 12 persons to attend FOC most importantly :P



YEAH. AS HAPPY AS THIS and THAT.

Be as happy as you wanna be. *Elyas, hehe. you let my DSLR captured this okay? *

Yours always,
Najihah.

Name: Nur Najihah Saiful Anuar
Known: Daddy's little girl. Jiha. Girl. English-nerd student. A Malay Passionate FOREVER
Age: A very young at heart.
Birth: When the days be drenched with little baby cries. 19.10.1998
Jobs on me : Starstruck! 2012 young journalist programmer. Organises by The Star newspaper. 1/8 in 6 siblings family.SMK Bukit Gading silent but exist student. PMR victim 2013.
Adores:Photography with my baby Nikon D3100. Living world with macaroons. Bakes with imaginary. Writing passionate. Doctor to-be and aspiring journalist. Crafting jewellery in my online shop called imisscessories.blogspot.com Dance in the rhymes of rains. Tourism desire. Freaky jokers. Serious denier. Dating with my God 5 times a day. Keep on dreaming and believing until the world dump. 1/5 of Libra.
Fave quote: Love yourself before you learn to love others
A girl who will only stop believing until the apple grows on mango trees on the 30th of February.
Extras: take pride in their beauty and fashion. trustworthy. terribly indecisive. deep thinkers. love unconditionally.
About me? You've just know 1/20 of myself. Wanna know more? scroll through my blog more! ;) thanks for reading dear daisies.
I am who i am. I'd be who i wanna be. I'd love who i love to be. Fluffy bread is my favourite. They guess me, and judge me. Let see, i am still breathing and having a beautiful generous life! :)