»Monsieur, Je' taime!
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Here goes a double triple thanks to Zalora for the awesome, triple awesome, million thanks for all the simple step to just click, and my items is coming through knocking my door. Of course, it's a simple and memorable shopping experience when my crop top turned out to be just plain sweet! The floral crop top with a French word "Monsieur Je' taime" grabs my attention quickly!
A special faces of my all sisters, of WOWNESS for their shoes shoes and shoes does mean Zalora applying a very good experience of shopping!
Thank you Zalora!
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»It's been a hiatus
Sunday, April 7, 2013
Hola guyss. I've been quite busy or just plain lazy to update. Yes. Either there is no one gunna read this anyway or, its all because so many tabs needed to open this up or my lazy fingers are so lazy to work. Shaddup you Najihah. YOU ARE JUST PLAIN LAZY. yes. the truth finally!
It all been a long journey. So long. 2013 is just, plain bitter and sweet. Im not sure if this a complaining but people say, no life with no problems right? And i hope it will really make me damn wiser after this. IHATEPROBLEMS. Well, who don't? IHATEPAINS. Well, again who don't?
It's a stupid feeling i feel. deep down buried in the very 100,870999, ft deep down in my heart. Needless i say more. IM TIRED. Im tired of thinking how to PLEASED PEOPLE. Im tired of thinking what if people will SCOLD ME. Im tired of thinking why am i always be BLAME. MOST OF ALL, IM TIRED OF THINKING WHY PEOPLE HATE ME. OR DO PEOPLE HATE ME.
I HATE SOCIETY. I don't have to blame society either. I HATE PEOPLE. I can't blame all of them either. I HATE MYSELF FOR THINKING TOO MUCH ABOUT HOW TO PLEASED PEOPLE. YES. EXACTLY. I SHALL HATE MYSELF FOR THAT. I MUST HATE MYSELF FOR THAT.
Im freaking out for just about 6 months to go. With my deadful grades, im thinking why is this happening? Can i get Straight A's. But after that, i suddenly found out, where would i be if i didn't even BELIEVE IN MYSELF? *i thank Justin Bieber for that.*
This trial i guess, particularly, all B's would be great. YES. In this school, i guess or maybe is it just me? who thinks that their grade and expectations is too high compare to the PMR either. And i hope i was right. DANG.
Dear Allah, i know i am a forgetful and full of sins worshipper. I knew it. I knew I even not good enough. But Allah, im asking you with the sinful of my heart, please grant my prayers. I know you know everything in an out. I know. And i trust you. I trust you for giving what is best for me. Time is stuck away only by remembering how good you were to me. People are just a slightly dust among the windows only by loving you. I love you.
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